writing about your feelings and then putting ‘idk’ at the end so you don’t sound like a faggot
if jay z ever freaks out and murders his entire family all i know is that the headlines better read ‘jay z goes cray z’
I never wanted to be a horrible person, but somehow I am. I never wanted to break someone’s heart, but somehow I did. I screwed somebody else up and managed to become even more screwed up in the process. I will never forgive myself for being the reason somebody so thoughtful and hardworking felt hurt and betrayed and broken. I will never expect forgiveness either because I know that I don’t deserve it.
I don’t know what I want anymore. I fall for the wrong people. I feel the wrong emotions. I say the wrong words.
My sanity has been teetering on the edge for over a year now and I seem to be tipping in the direction of a complete breakdown.